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this livejournal is done [31 Jan 2004|06:05pm] [ mood | fuck you ] fuck this livejournal!     its ova and done with. post comment

i think this is the end [30 Jan 2004|10:27am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | fuse ] well ok so i have this friend list on this livejournal. but are any of them really my friends? i doubt they ccare bout what i write bout. i think im putting a end to this livejournal shit. no one cares. post comment

[29 Jan 2004|08:40am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | how bout you leave me alone ] kara jay comes home today with alot of weed!       </strong> ( god gave me love , the world gave me hate ) post comment

[28 Jan 2004|11:17am] [ mood | bittttter ] [ music | Afi song of sorrow ] last night i had a dream that steve and kara were goin out. i dont like that. i dont like that one bit. 420 Thousand Oaks Blvd. post comment

[27 Jan 2004|09:55pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | afi and the used all day niggah ] bunny update!  jager  squshy jellybean and hersey kara wanted to keep all the bunny's but ended up just keeping two jager and squshy (mine) hersey went to the daddy's mama and jellybean went to hollywood with alex.  today squshy went on a session with kara raffi and me. serrano called while we were on our drive. meet me here. so the bunny had to come with. me and kara were telling raffi how much shit i will get from serrano. when he saw the bump under my sweatshirt he was what IS THAT? so i unzipped. why do you have a rabbit? why must you always bring something for me to make fun of you for? the fact is no matter what you will always make fun of me bout anything.     thank god im only goin to be living in this house for much longer. i can no longer share a room with my bitchy sister. fuck that bitch and really she can no longer call me a fat bitch. she aint tiwg n bones like she use to be. i should call steve see if he ok he took 3 zomas and he had 4 more. god i worry bout him. best friend.       i misss jenny.             ( i hate you  ) post comment

being serious now [23 Jan 2004|02:48pm] [ mood | older ] [ music | i dunno ] walked around today. why you ask. oh cuz my parents took my car from me. sucks for me doesnt it. pay check goin to parents for the next month after that... moving out in the beginning of april. with kara jay. cut back smoking. paying bills. carp plans for the march 23 is on! happy 20th b-day to me. once i move out start slanging??? yess....no.... me and steve best friends post comment

[19 Jan 2004|11:08am] conejo valley 76 this is chelsea how can i help you. ceeeee loooc this is _____ _______. and i heard you were mad at me last night? (soft morning voice) nawh really was i mad at you for what why would i be mad at you nawh i'm not mad at you. (snotty sacastick voice) well why are you mad at me? i am so sick and tired of you hitting me and talkin shit to me. im sick and tired of it and you wanted me out of you life! no i dont and i promis i never lay a hand on you again. and you kno half the time im on drugs when im say that shit. and the other half im not being serious and you know that ceeloc. im sorry. and you got to understand i was mad that gentlin was comin to pick us up and hang out and i cant stand that chick. i dont kno what nick is thinking. i odnt know what nick is doin. yeah whatever. well im goin to be goin to thomas' and watch football and then go to simi to get a piece what are you doin today? what time did you start work today? 7 what well what are you doin today? workin at 76 till 2 then picture people at 3 to 615. ok well hit me up i have the day off. yes i kno. well call me we'll hang out tonight yeah whatever. hey CEELOC! (excited i called) what you doin workin at picture people well hit me up when you get off. ok. he was so nicce to me last night! yesh i wear the pants in the relationship. post comment

i think i hate but i think i love you [17 Jan 2004|06:50pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | emo me ] with your head around my neck, i hope you die. ....give me my keys to my car and i will be out of your life... so im out of your life. to bad ill always run into you ew.  like what i did today. i didnt want that to happen.  i love you so much still its hard but if you hit me again im gone that was my last words and now im trying to be gone but i bet you are goin to follow me like you did to my car and we got in our number 2 big fight. i hate you get out of my car. please dont make me get out and pull you out just leave me alone.                     if you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath i would apologize for bleed on your shirt...maybe i should hate you for this maybe i never did get that part post comment

[15 Jan 2004|12:10pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | fuse ] i am just a boy's best friend nothing else eh.   but hey he still loves me right??......   i am goin to miss jenny she moving to utah TODAY! i hope you stay clean. and i love you. you are my bestest friend.       post comment

[12 Jan 2004|10:50am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | coalecse ] smoked alot of koosh! smoked alot of koosh! sunday night bowling night? hes having a bad day! hes having a bad couple of days! maybe he just needs to get laid. i kno i just need to get laid. hello magic muffler man! i really need to hit him up. oh i forgot hes a sleep head, why you ask oh cuz he was FUCKED up last night. i kno why too. im sorry. can i just make a suggestion. i want a relationship like hey your my best male friend and your back to me saying your my best girl friend and we like to fuck. so its you and me.i want a boyfriend that is just my best friend that im fuckin and its cool to just chill no worries.eh. 2 comments|post comment

[10 Jan 2004|03:00pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | the used ] he loves me.......  he wants to pay for a tat if i get big ceeloc on it. we'll see if he pays that is i'll get it.  i got another tat. it's a suzie zoo giraffe. im goin to get my cousin name on it next pay check courtney l. johnson? courtney lynn johnson? courtney? courtney lynn? courtney johnson? im thinking courtney lynn? post comment

[08 Jan 2004|10:58am] [ mood | just woke up ] [ music | hip hop ] today im goin to hang out with kayte again! fun stuff! last night </3 was a me and him night and a old friend of his. if he didnt notice how we act then hes stupid to. he loves me..... thats like the thrid day in a row he loves look at me goo. he is mad at kara thou. i was worried that i was calling him to much so i but a stop to it and he calls me woot woot i rule. i rule cuz im faded you drool cuz i got weed and you dont. im off all day friday who wants to hang out with me?? post comment

[07 Jan 2004|12:07pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | kroq ] he loves me......... the only reason i told is cuz i love you and i dont want to see you hurtting yourself anymore. and its all cuz i care! you can hate me all you want when your sober just as long as your sober for good. and yes you can hate me forever. but your my best friend and i am not being a bitch im caring. post comment

[05 Jan 2004|03:52pm] [ mood | bittter ] [ music | i dont even kno ] i hate how he loves me one day and hates me the other but thats how i feel bout him i love him.... i hate him.... i love him.... i hate him.... i love him.... post comment

[02 Jan 2004|02:41pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | taking back sunday ] well fuck happy new year big CeeLoc. post comment

[25 Dec 2003|09:59am] [ mood | bittter ] [ music | bah hum bug ] i finally told him last night a his usaul 2 am fone call. i told how i felt. do i make things up? or is he just lying to himself... what i wanted for christmas was parts for my car. did it happen. i got make up and shit eh. i dont care i want my car all fixed are guys dumb its now the rainy season and i have major bald tire. me and my sister got a tv eh no cable how bout um lame. im in a bad mood. im confused and i feeel like crying. and my god for sakin tooth hurts. i got to hold my baby cousin all night last night i love cuddling with my bunny. have i ever told you why i call her bunnny? she looks like a lil white bunny rabbit to me. he asked me whats with me and my baby cousin. i love kids why dou ytou think i like workin at picture people uh duh. can i tell you something. now after our fone convo last night i dont kno what to think. about us. WE ARE JUST FRIENDS or LATE NIGHT FONE CALLS FOR ME TO COME OVER. i am so fuckin confused post comment

la la deh da la [15 Dec 2003|10:11pm] [ mood | in love ] [ music | blinde side ] You kno what sucks is that i have beeeen workin so much it sucks assss! but hey im gettttttttting money i think i should start saving it!?! but i can tell you that i have beeen very happpy! and i think im in love! maybe? they say you fall in love with a guy like you dad...well he is eh! but i like it and really to tell you the truth. i think im in luck this time!<33 you kno what sucks is when he had your favorite sweatshirt and then you finally get i back when you HATE him. i just ruins the favor of the sweatshirt. now its not my favorite sweatshirt anymore. eh thanks for ruinning it you fuckin asshole. but then there are new things becoming my new favorite with the new him that made me glow when i think aw he likes this eh! i am sooo in love! post comment

some people are so dumb i just want to slice their throut open [10 Dec 2003|11:32pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | zztop ] peoppple are so fuck dumb first we go for tallkin late nights to i hate you your fake. welll when we talked all night you didnt think i was fake and just because im nice to people i dont really care bout. and to her come on make something new up to make funn of me about you dont think i have heard eh your fat! well i have but the nose thing wow thats new but really think my nose is hot. speaking out hotnessss just to let you kno i do get commented about me being cute hot beatuful....in fact hey tonight some hot blonde girl told me im to cute to be workin at a gas station... but really i dont let things to get to my head like hmm you thats why your head is tooo big for your body! but reallly you should get over yourself, and learn to shut that big mouth before you hurt yourself.   mark the lil man is my bestest friend and i love him yesh yesh i do hahhahahhaha he wants mey sister. it was steve serrrrranos 19th birthday on monday<3 he got a hiki but not from me he got boooobs instead from me <3 steve serrrrrrano is becoming one of my favorite people. and reallllly if you have a problem with the name CeeLoc then talk to him cuz ill tell you this you only know me well if you know what that name means to me .       this cold weather is makin me think of last yr and all this the shit that i want out of my life that is coming back into it and i just want it to leaaaaaaaave seriously. fuck him all i really want to remember is the last few months where i loooked at him in disappiontment and just grossssssed out. haha i love that. everytime i think of him i get sick and angry and everytime i smell a smell that reminds me of him just makes me puke hahahaha fuck you fuck you hahahaha.           i love super sport. post comment

jenny comes home tomorrow [05 Dec 2003|08:59pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | saves the day ] Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow Jenny comes home tomorrow Jenny come home tomorrow one more time Jenny comes home tomorrow post comment

i never thought i was good enough for you [05 Dec 2003|10:50am] [ mood | faded ] [ music | holidae in ] wow jenny comes home tommorrow she'll prolly be home when i get off and that will be perfect timing waitting all day for her to come home is goin to kill me it already has started. eh yay! but its goin to be a busy two days cuz im workin at picture people and shit it looked really really busy in the book so that means im goin to be busy and oh my times goin to fly i hope i cant take good pictures tosha is kinda getting pissed at me. but i get all nerves.eh well last night he came over at midnight. we smoked talked and talked it was kinda awsome haha i found out that he likes thrice... thats hot. i found out all bout all there history.and how he use to hated him N i find that funny. and alot i cant really remember it all. i told him about hardcore dancing he doesnt kno what i was talking about. i told him its the hottest thing on earth! we talked so much we're like um friends now haha. we talked bout why i have to start cutting back he understood but didnt see why i would cut back for jenny. thats because she was IS my best friend. and i would do anything for her i mean come one there are million and one reason i cant tell you why i love jenny and yes i said love jenny you all start being jealous cuz i will never tell you i love you so fuck you! jenny is my bestest friend in the world haha. but i really like this time that me and him spend time together its awsome. i did get jealous when he was talkin bout this sarah chick eh. he likes to do that to me shove it in my face. his words, "if hes not faithful to a lady he's lying, so there for he does lie, he's a lair." about andrew. i told you we talked alot it was just us two for like an hour and a half eh cute! post comment

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